Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Yeah, I'm Cool

As I idly browse through this here blog of mine, I can't help but think that my font is just way too small. Haha. :D

Well, hello there everyone! Oh, and I just got a new follower today. :D I'm not entirely sure that my blog was followed today exactly but yeah, I got followed. It joys me so. :D THANK YOU, PERSON! You made me smile today. :) Now, enough of me being inexplicably intoxicated with my overly inflated whirlwind of an ego. Haha. Guess what? :D I took my entrance exam today. :) Yeah, I have to say that I'm up for a serious truck load of extreme stress these upcoming weeks due to both mine and Jason's enrollment. Oh gee, I hope we get through this swift and painlessly. LIKE DEATH! Hahaha. No, not really. :) Goodness, that was unnecessary. LOL.

You know, college scares me. It honestly, positively scares the noodles out of me. LOL. I probably am just intimidated by the fact that I'll be in a whole new environment. Though, despite that, I can frankly say that I'm excited. :D


Words are overrated. LOL. GOODNESS, WHY IS IT SO HARD TO EXPRESS MYSELF? BOO! Everyone, I'm dreadfully sorry for possibly fussing over every little thing there is. I don't so much fancy talking about how my day went. It feels rather repetitive. As some of you might've noticed, my posts come when they may, void of any sort of regularity whatsoever. They're strung together by these random trails of thought and I never seem to make much sense. LOL. Anyhow, I'll try to be more, as they would put it, "informative" in my posts. I promise. :D

Let's see. As I probably already have mentioned, I had my entrance exam today for Ateneo de Davao College, the school I hope to be soon enrolled in for my first year. I'll be taking up BS in Computer Science, for those who don't already know. The results are still due on Friday. In the meantime, I'll be enrolling Jason and, well, completing my clearance. :D

I've got a total of five more signatures to go for my clearance; two of which that only really matter. I would so rant on about how this and that works but, yeah, that'd be boring. We don't want that, do we? :)

Anyhow, I need to sleep now. I would put up vain pictures of myself but my memory card adapter is no where to be found. You might've gotten off the hook this time but I'll get you. Fear the vanity overload! I will make you cry. HAHA! Of course not. :D So yeah, clearance signing tomorrow and junk; I've still got to wake up early and head to school. Mrs. Mailah better be there. Hahaha. :D Aww, I bet her baby will be just beautiful. :)


Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Never Again!

You know what, blog? I don't understand how I feel right now. I can't even begin to perceive the absolute complexity of my emotional state at this moment. I feel sad, I feel upset, I feel disappointed, I feel hopeless. I sometimes wish I could do more for the world. Or, at least, for my friends. I hate how it feels when you're stuck in a rut with something that just so incomprehensibly melancholic that it just leaves you feeling incredibly worthless. MEH. I don't feel so good.

Anyhow, I should really be getting to sleep now. I've got my college entrance examination scheduled tomorrow morning, or rather, later. :D

I'm going to make it a point to make someone happy everyday. It feels just superb doing so. God, thank you for the gift of life. I am more than grateful.

Someday, I want to be Mrs. Spijk :D

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Bombshells are Pretty

Yay, online diary thing! :D
And yes, keeping this blog private does make me feel all the more comfortable blogging. My thoughts are now absolutely void of the need to please people; I can speak freely and without any form of hesitation whatsoever. We're making good progress, don't you think? :)

Before anything else, let me astound you with this one quote I've changed upon on Tumblr.

I would like a boyfriend. Who would keep his promises. Who would stay up late with me watching movies and pigging out on junk food. Who would tell me to come somewhere to meet his friends. Who would not act different towards me when he`s with his friends. Who would call me out of the blue for no reason. Who would respect me. Who would tell me I`m beautiful when ever he sees me. Who would notice the little things about me that not many people notice. Who would know my hobbies and the songs that I like. Who would always know when I`m down and know what to do. The list is endless. But that`s my dream boy in mind, for now.

Doesn't that just make you want to go, "Aww"? Well, I know it sure had that kind of effect on me. Oh life, you're great. LOL.

NOW, let us get down to business. >D. Did you know that Kyle XY has just got to be one of the most ingeniously woven series I've ever come across in whole, entire teenage life? :D Haha. I haven't gotten around to continue with it though. I'm still on 'Grim Tales' and I've covered merely half of that. However, Grim Tales is just as satisfying so I don't really mind at all. :)

I'll be off, it's getting late. Rather, it's getting early. :P Haha.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Dangling Iguana

"Dangling iguana".
Yeah, I wish I had one of those.

Have you ever noticed how in movies, when it comes to the full flips and awesome kick-butt routines, you can never really see the actor's --or in my case, actress's-- face? You're not fooling me, Hollywood. I can tell those are their stunt doubles, I just know it; I can smell them a mile away. Haha.

Well, good evening my fellow bloggers and, well, visitors as well. That is, if I even have any. How's everyone? Haha. :D If anyone wants to know, I've been just dandy. :D It's precisely 9:05pm in the evening and I'm doing great. :D

Today, with the aid of Liane and my very special Henk pookie, I learned how to speak leet. :D I'm sure many of you have heard of it. "I_337" and "/I/()vv" are perfect examples of such. Well, not really so much as 'perfect', per se, but they're a couple of the few words I know how to write without any reference whatsoever. Haha. I'm getting rather good at it, if I say so myself. :D COWER BEFORE MY AWESOMENESS. Haha.

I decided to blog for today because I wanted to tell everyone, and have it immortalized for generations to come, that one time I turned McDonald's into a salon for myself, and in the afternoon, washed my hair once again at a sink at school. Haha. But since I've got to get going and, you know, do stuff, I'll save that for a post later on where I'll be recollecting everything in immensely intricate detail. :D

I find it just so amazing how wonderful a single person can make you feel. :D
You know, I want to say beautiful things. I want to be able to express my feelings for you ever more efficiently because I want you to understand how great you make feel. I want to make you feel as wonderful as you make me feel, if not so much more. I don't wish to be everything to everyone but I wish to be something to someone. And I want that someone to be you. :)

Friday, May 7, 2010

Backseat Compass

I'd have to admit, things are going bad. And sadly, I don't know how to fix this one, this time. ): This involves so much of my personal life so you should understand why I have to be as vague and blunt as I possibly can. Here we go. |:

I want to die.

Yes, it's basically as simple as that. I don't know why I even bother myself with these things. I've freed myself from this mess not once. Twice. But what do I do? I just keep going back. It's like I actually enjoy tormenting myself. For the record, I don't and I'm having as much problems trying to figure things out as much as anyone. Why is it that I always hurt the ones that I care most about? ): I'm getting tired of myself. Joanna, listen for once and do the actual right thing this time. D:

Wednesday, May 5, 2010


Hello there, earthlings! :D
Okay, so I'm at school and I'm rotting like blue cheese. Well, rather, like striped cheese because that's what I'm wearing after all. Haha.

There isn't even anyone here yet but, I'm doing fine. My phone's plugged, its charging and its playing my favorite playlist on shuffle. Summer's wonderful this way. :)

/Edit Friday, May 7, 2010. 1:19am/

So, there we have it. I blogged that through my phone, at school, whilst patiently waiting for class to start. Pretty proud of it, I must say. Haha. :D Let's see, that day class ended early due to the invasion of the smoke people and stuff like that. Or was that a couple of days ago? Eh, I don't know.

Anyhow, I should get started on a new post now. See you on the flip side. :)